Something A Little Different

So I’m now working on something for Fenoxo. It’s a character for his new game, TiTS(Trials in Tainted Space).

People who have read Homecoming might recognize the name ‘Say’ as being close to that of Sayveri. That’s not an accident.

She’s a cumgirl version, for copyright reasons never actually mentions that she’s a Night Elf(Or anything related to WoW at all, really) but she has the same personality and does mention a few things from her past if you talk to her enough.

She’s not complete yet, only about 8000 words into her so far, but if you’re quick, you can catch a sneak peek of her here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1bURILAVbggqPpGgXky7UUQMxriAGH9usKKFks0jWTcU/edit

You can’t edit, however you can leave comments. Feel free to leave me suggestions(Have an idea for an interaction or sex scene you’d like to see with Sayveri that you never got in Homecoming? Let me know! Want some cumgirl-related sexy goodness that I might not myself write? Leave me a comment!), if you don’t know how, just select a bit of text and then right click the highlighted text. That’ll tag the comment to that bit of text you highlighted.

This link won’t stay up forever, I’m just giving you a sneak peek and once she’s more complete I’ll take it down so get in while you can if you want to know what’s coming and what I’ve been working on for a while. =)

I’ll keep you guys posted as I keep doing whatever I do.

Done with DN

I think, finally, I am done with Darknest. I’ll still read certain threads because friends post in them and I’d like to at least try to keep up with what they’re doing, but as far as posting I don’t know that I’ll ever want to post there again.

The reason for this is kinda twofold but I suppose one part is bigger than the other.

The first part is that I’ve felt more and more kind of disconnected from the site recently, which I feel is part of why I’ve basically stopped writing. I don’t feel like the things I like are really appreciated for the same reasons that I appreciate them on the site. The site is heavily geared toward the more ‘Rough and rape-y’, which honestly makes me uncomfortable most of the time even reading the story descriptions. I feel like that might be a factor in my stopping using the story forum.

The second part is, I guess the best word for it is that I feel… ‘betrayed’? Maybe that’s a little strong, but that’s the best word I can think of right now.

I got into an argument with someone about the portrayal of Night Elves in WoW, art, and other media. I’m upset that they’re constantly displayed as cock-hungry sluts with no self esteem and no self worth. Someone tried to use an artist(Shia) in a joke, and I responded that I didn’t like them because of the way they portray Night Elves in their art and comics.

I expected people to just basically go “oh she doesn’t like his/her art” and drop it. I didn’t expect to be fucking attacked because how dare I take issue with how an artist represents a fictional race I care about in a fictional setting.

But that’s not why I feel betrayed.

I had a post of mine deleted because I dared insult someone.

God forbid you call someone ‘stupid’. It’s just a terrible, despicable word, and we just can’t use that on Darknest. But nevermind about the people antagonizing me. Their posts can remain up for anyone to see. It doesn’t matter that they couldn’t drop a subject and wanted to insult me about it. I just crossed a line calling someone stupid.

So I was angry, and I said that I was taking a break from Darknest.

This gets into why I feel betrayed, and yes it’s kind of a stupid reason but it does no less to piss me off.

I was a Mentor on Darknest. Basically someone who’s generally nice and knowledgeable and answers questions. But because I dare cop an attitude with Anjasa in PMs, she took away my Mentor tag.

That is what pisses me off and why I’m so mad about the entire situation. People can say whatever the fuck they want but I step out of line ONE TIME and in private and I get my tag taken away.

So fuck Darknest. I’ll find another forum to post on. Or maybe I won’t.

I spend too much time on forums anyway.